I'm blogging again... =)

Salam peeps.. Hey.. I know.. I know.. Almost 5 months I didn't update my blog.. entah ah.. mcm retire ada jua.. hahahaha..

The last blog was about mu curhat.. and today, i'm happy to tell all of u that, i've transferred to a new school for almost 5 months sudah after the last blog. Alhamdulillah.. rupanya atu curhat kusut terakhir ku.

I've transferred to a bigger school, which suatu ketika dulu, aku pernah kana takuti konon kalau aku kana taruh arh skulah basar, nda kan tedaya and termampu..tapi hey, look at me now.. semakin gumbira tahap gaban.. skulah basar, suasana ceria, staf peramah, seronokssss.... i've moved to Sekolah Rendah Rimba 1, Brunei III.. Thank God i'm out from Brunei IV.. nda jua ku mliat muka-muka hipokrit ah... uweeekkkk..

Tapi bersyukur banar ku ke hadrat Allah SWT kerana memakbulkan doa ku supaya aku kluar daripada neraka buatan manusia atu.

My new school... well.... so far so good and i'm enjoying the new environment. selama hampir 5 bulan aku d sana, i can make myself comfortable and be in the group. Jadi warga SRR1.. =)

Well, wat's my activities masa ne?? still doing business.. selling Detox Foot Patch, Kek Batik Vico yang semakin hangat d pasaran.. Alhamdulillah... Semenjak pindah ani jua, murah rezeki ku.. setiap hari ada saja order kek batik vico.. sampai ke shanghai sdh kek atu.. Syukur!!!

Dan selama 5 bulan ani jua, bermacam-macam perkara berlaku, to my life.. tapi malas lah kan cerita.. the worst birthday present ever!! Oh yes! i'm 30 oredi.. hahaha yup 30!!! but yaw.. stillll maintain hahahahaha...

It's Ramadhan.. next month Syawal.. *sigh* i will it be.. how will my syawal be... i wish dapat beraya d perantauan.. I WISH!!!!

Bah peeps... abis idea.. Selamat menunaikan ibadah puasa y'all...

Nite2 peeps... =)

It's been a while....

Salam peeps.. How r u doing?? I know!!! it's been a while i didn't update this blog of mine... terlalu banyak urusan.. especially business. hehee.. :)

Well... it's in the year of 2010 and now we're in March and I gained 5kg!!! stressed out and totally freaking out!!! lack of exercise.. i admit that :s

Too much to share actually... and too much stories which more lame than sweet... for me, lame lah sal nda pedah2 banarnya...

Shall I start? Tapi before that, pada mereka-mereka yang terasa, dipersilakan terasa ah.. kalau sudah terasa atu banar tah tu ah.. sapa makan cili, ia yg terasa pedasnya.. heheheee......

Last Year, November 2009, again one of my besties left me n the oyahs, for good... she was transfered to another workplace.. and that makes three of my besties yg pindah... She was once my worst enemy (bagiku lah) sal first impression ku arh nya was bad.. totally bad.. I hate her actually (hehe) dunno y... maybe masa atu nada chemistry... tapi now, selepas confronting each other masa hating atu, she's my besties.. a very good fren of mine.. Cikgu SALMIAH.. we actually have chemistry.. ganya takes time to discover.. I really missed her actually... missed everything about her..

So now i believe, kalau org atu dgn tani bekelaie satu masa dulu, inda suka kan each other, at the end, we became good frens. and kalau kitani pada awalnya selesa dgn org atu, rupanya they stabbed u at the back, and jadi tah musuh.. ada tu... i assume drg ani pura-pura ja baik... tapi sebenarnya jahat!!! belagak suci!!! (taie palat mu lah!!)

New year... school re-open aku sama Diana ja tinggal (of course ada yg lain) Asrina, gave birth to baby boy.. Since ia maternity leave, aku buat kaja ku sendiri lah.. nda ngacau org.. ceta sama diana, tim, safiah and some of the colleagues.... tapiiiiiii rupanya dalam diam ada jua org ngacau aku atu.. cari pasal blakang2... hey women/men, napa kan? kamu nada kaja lain kah kan ngacau idup org ani??? ceramin dulu dih diri atu sebelum memporak porandakan idup org.. ingat ko atu baik sangat kah??? nampak saja baik, tapi perangai busuk!!! ada org atu, usul saja bisai tapi perangai nda bisai.. nda tau kan menilai buruk baik... so, yg kamu buat atu baik lah...

Yg penting aku nda ngacau org atu saja!!! tapi org suka ngacau aku!!! hahahaha.. tapi aku suka.. sal apa, sal nampak sangat drg atu jahat... org yg hatinya bersih dan suci saja tau menilai...

aku kan reveal d sini, ada seorang jantan atu, ia sasak sal aku nda kana pindah! and alum kana pindah!! kenapa? sal aku atu pintar kah?? maklum aku yg pintar2 kan.. so wat aku pintar.. sal kamu nda pintar kan!! jadinya?? otak sorang-sorang.. bukan ku makai otak mu wang!! and ada sorang jantan ani, ia danggup menjaja ceta nda lurus arh org atasan semata-mata supaya aku kana kuarkan dari skulah atu!! aku tau.. jgn tah kan dtapuk! bukan ku nda tdpt indung petuan dsana atu!! bukan drg nda becerita!! nda payah tah kan ngucapkan org tumpis... manusia ani bemulut bah.. Aku pun tau jua, bila jantan dua ekong ani dpt tau bukan aku yg kuar dari sekulah atu, c jantan sekong ani, bersusah payah turun naik pejabat semata-mata utk mempertahankan kawanku sorang ani.. sal sepatutnya yg keluar dari skulah atu aku! hahahaha... pathetic huh!! Biar ku kurang ajar dalam blog ku ani! this is my personal life blog and i have the rights to "luahkan" everything!!!

Brunei ani bukan nada undang-undang!! ingat kamu punya Brunei kah?? hahaha.. bukannya payah kan merepot ke polis.. bukannya nada hak penjagaan wanita.. i can always report "gangguan sexual" yg pernah berlaku arh ku! ingat aku nda berani!! that's y kamu kan mau aku kluar dari skulah atu kan??? kamu takut aktiviti kamu atu kedapatan kan? atau kamu takut aku overshadow?? sal aku PINTAR!!!

Yg jantan sorang ani, selalu mencari kesalahan ku... no matter apa yg ku buat atu bisai pebaik, masih jua nda baik d mata nya.. apa pun cadangan yg ku berikan, apa pun idea yg ku cuba share, ptuiii langsung haram kana terima.. hahahaha.. well, kata bro Bakar, "sabar saja.. Sabar atu separuh drpd iman... Allah atu maha Adil.. ada krg balasannya tu..."

Selama ku 6 tahun d sekolah atu, aku selalu kana anggap pemigang kelulusan SIJIL!!! kalau ku sijil kenapakan? nda layak kah??

Sorry kamu, baru beupdate sdh tah ku meluahkan segalanya.. ani yg ku simpan selama ani... Aku ingat, cemana muka ku kana tunjuk masa sarat mengandung anak kedua.. aku ingat, bila ia menyuruh hentikan BF.. aku ingat, ia menalangkan buku dpn muka ku.. aku ingat, ckpnya membuang aku kaja.. aku ingat segalanya... Gangguan sexual?? aku ingat,segala macam yg dibagitaunya.. Segala-galanya segar dalam ingatan ku ani.. jgn pikir ia kan mbuang aku, aku nada pasport kan menjatuhkan ia.

Aku sudah menghantar surat pindah skulah direct ke pejabat.. napa nda melalui sekulah?? NOPE!! sal ia pernah menyuruh aku memohon surat pindah! ia pernah menghalau aku and now, sdh ia tau aku mohon pindah napa mesti terkilan?? atu jua yg kamu mau selama ani.. kalau ku kan mbagitau lagi, bnyk kan ku buat disini..

*sigh* luahan hati ku yg panjang.. Pada kumpulan sok suci atu, inda pedah tah kamu sembahyang tunduk layah... tapi jahat jua lakat perangai kamu atu.. jgn tah d hebohkan arh org kamu atu rajin sembahyang, rajin berdoa, rajin mengaji tapi perangai nauzubillah.. jelek sungguh... bisai tah tu???

Biar tah kamu ckp aku perasan lawa kah, perangai mcm setan kah, tapiiii ceramin dulu diri atu, bisai kah nda perangai abiskamu atu... at least aku nda payah menghebohkan arh org aku beramal ibadat... cukup tah saja diri sendiri yg tau..

So, ku harap, pada siapa2 yg terasa, mun kan marah, marah tah... aku tau plng tu sapa yg marah atu.. sal ia yg terasa... kalau inda tersa nda payah marah hahahaha..

And aku tau jua, sebilangan warga yg paling baik dan bijak pandai, nda sabar kan nunggu aku kuar dari sekulah atu, terutama sekali jantans... altho, ada yg pura2 nda tau... hahahahhaha

Akhir kata, Jangan nilai org daripada rupa dan perangai... Nilai dengan mengenali hati budi nya.. dan cermin tah diri sendiri dulu, tanya diri sendiri, "adakah aku terlalu bagus?" sebelum menghukum seseorang atu tanpa usul periksa!!!

Nite2 peeps... <3

Selamat Hari Raya =)

Hey peeps.. Salammm.... Raya is just around the corner.. *sigh* too much in my head actually.. kalau dikanang gerenti becucuran~ airmata~ bila mengenangkan..~ hehehe

This year is our first year raya-ing at our own crib.. iatah banyak kan d prepare.. Sekolah udh holiday... and me, abis dh brg bjual tinggal makeup and JC saja tinggal.. well ada plng crocs tu but for kids.. wow.. my ramadhan weeks sibuk dengan business.. and I'm starting to enjoy my new hobby.. it's kinda fun.. teehee~ coming soon will be Bobbi Brown Makeup and brush and Detox foot patch.. hehehe.. and maybe perfume.. And ada org atu menjual sama apa yg saya jual.. mula2 diucapkan.. hahaha...

Since the hols started, we're busy shooping for raya stuff... from the curtain to the table cloth then canister then glass.. phew.. very the tired.. to avoid traffic congestion, we shopped in the morning.. nda jua jammed nah..

Everything is prepared tinggal kan nyusun saja lagi.. I try to bake some biscuits but ot turn out bad.. nda tau dmana silapnya.. the receipe lurus dh.. entahlah..

*sigh* Actually, there are too much to think for me lah.. i just dunno.. I just dun feel like...... :'( everytime it came across my mind for sure i'll cry.. alah2 lagi beraya d rantau org.. it's not that i dun wanna... but i dun feel.... it's not the same.. So i think it'll be useless.. When I keep on listening sumthing that me, myself dun wanna hear about it.. buy hey maybe since i'm the eldest so i have to.. *SIGH*

Anyhoo, I hope this year my first day raya will be what I expected for the past 3 years.. Plans: Will be going to my parents house then off to hub's parents house.. to be fair and square since 3 taun dh beraya on my side on the first day.. so why not this year..

hmmm.. masa ne my business cuti.. only awaits the BB and foot patch to arrived.. then will be back for business after raya..

Lastly to all my family in Masin, Lumut, Muara, Tutong, Seria and Temburong and where ever u are, SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN. Minta Maaf jika selama ani ada menyinggung perasaan biskita secara sengaja atau inda... Yang baik atu datang dari ALLAH SWT dan yang buruk atu setentunya dari saya jua...
And to my beloved frens whoever u are sama ada dalam negeri mahupun luar negeri, SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI MAAF ZAHIR BATIN. Maafkan atas segala kesalahan saya jika ada manatau tercelupar mulut hehehe.. atau brgkali peribunan atu terover...
dan pada yg rasa saya alum dapat saya maafkan atau pada yang inda sudi kan bermaafan bersama saya (sebenarnya saya pun inda sudi.. because nobody's perfect! and u're not GOD) saya ingin mengucapkan SENDIRI KO BEKAYUH!!! daripada saya pura2 minta maaf inda jua ikhlas kan.. orang atu pun eksen saja kan ikhlas..dibelakang sama jua.. ngalih saja.. tunggu tah hati saya ani baik banar2.. Banar plang sedangkan NABI mengampunkan umatnya.. tapi saya ani bukannya NABI tapi just manusia biasa...

And pada semua, jangan tah beraya kerumah.. hehehe tapi kalau kan melanggar jua msg saja ah.. hehehe...

Wokey peeps... Take care.. enjoy ur raya...

Toodles~

Updates....

Hey peeps... Wowww... lama banget saya inda blogging eh.. busy?? hehe maybe.. How's my readers out there?? still reading my blog or kelanguan dah sal nada update? hehe kalau kelanguan baguslah.. sal nada jua kan saya buat and nada jua kamu kamu atu kan cari kesalahan saya kan?! kah kah kah

Anyhoo... kenapa lambat update.. since 15 Aug till now baru update... Cemani cetanya...

Alhamdulillah.. dengan berkat kesabaran, ketabahan serta kepercayaan, saya berjaya menghasilkan sebuah blog baru.. so-called my business blog hehehe... atas sokongan kawan-kawan saya yg tersayang Bro Drug, Sis Mia, sis Rina and Lil Sis Diane, terhasil lah blog danisha-shoppe.blogspot.com (<-- click here) Perniagaan secara kecil-kecilan saja.. mana yang termampu.. kan cari side income... Atas nasihat rakan niaga jua...kekeke rakan niaga kah? bulih lah.. Thanks to u sis...

Barang-barang yg saya jual inda plng seberapa lah.. Inda plang ORIGINAL atau AUTHENTIC ganya GRADE AAA... mun kan mau ori bleh plang, harganya beratus... wahahaha.. and MAC is very famous brand apa lagi HELLO KITTY... Limited kali ah... wahahaha...

Anyhoo... since my fren ada jual MAC so saya ambil BOBBI BROWN saja.. and bag I fonly focus on JIMMY CHOO and ANNA SUI.. since mostly org jual LV, FENDI bla bla bla... dan bermacam-macam lagi...

Sila layari laman web tertera di atas.. hehehe... ngalih panya buat business ani.. malam2 ngadap computer saja.. rasa wah kan cari usin labih atu...

Anyhoo, thanks jua kepada yang "sudi " melink web atu.. awu eh "ikhlas" trima kasih banyak2.. Kesian nda kana tolong..

Ramadhan is oredi 2 weeks.. another 2 weeks to go will be Syawal.. and this year first time ever kami beraya d teratak buruk kami ani... bnyk kan dibali... terasa tah aura raya taun ani sal membali naindah raya sendiri..

hmmm... actually abis dh idea kan blogging.. sal baru lapas tutup kadai... kalau sapa2 para pembaca sekalian berminat kan mbali MAC BLUSHER (hello kitty) atau MAC MASCARA + EYELINER (hello kitty jua) gtau sja.. I have stock in hand..

Bah peeps.. kan titun saya eyh... very the tired to the max.. kan bangun sahur lagi...
Nytes... toodless..

Salam
Selamat Menyambut Nuzul Al-Quran..

Toodles..

As requested.. (only for a while..)

Hey peeps... How's ur Saturday nite?? Mine?? bleurghhhh.. Busy sorting barang yang kan dijual.. ahirnya sampai jua the MAC makeup I ordered...

Right... Here we go.. as requested from my frenssssss yang kan mliat sal inda tetunggu hari Isnin.. hahaha.. baru ani dang ku dapat upload.. hehehe aku cuba lagi esuk lah... price nya thru FB inbox ja.. sal blog ku ne kana baca oleh org yang penyibuk kan cari kesalahan.. wahahaha.... makeup remover tu tinggal satu ja yg warna purple...

We're gonna miss u Bro....

Hey peeps... It's time to update.. What do I have here... Let's see... I've been busy searching for things on the net.. Will let you know soonnn...

Tuesday 4th August 2009, while cooking dinner, I received a text from my Big Bro suruh liat arah inbox FB, so i did using my HP since i'm in the kitchen.. sambil masak sambil FB-ing... We received a very shocking news from him... It made my tears suddenly appear from its hidden place... I try to hide it, but no can do..

What's the shocking news??? My best bro will leave us for good.. Will be transfer to another school.. Will be promoted.. will not be with us hanging around.. bebun-ing.. sharing happy and sad moments.. curhat-curhat-ing.. *sigh* i kept on crying.. my other 3 best colleagues too.. altho they try to hide it but its so obvious...

Before this was My bestfren Eyeda.. Now my Big Bro Bakar.. Who's next??? Please not YOU and YOU!! Leaving us all alone!! will we survive?? Will I survive???

I remember my first day at SRPBLM, my arrival was not well received by him.. He looked at me as if i've done a big sin.. Until one day, he tease me for being crying over pupils attendance sal aku inda pandai ngira.. maklum masih baru and don't expect me to know how to calculate it... *smile* It took me a while to know him.. It took me a while to talk to him.. Until I discovers that he's my idol's brother and he's also my MIRC chat fren back in the late 90s... What a small world...

Since then, we're close but not too close like now.. Now we're best best buddies.. like brother and sister... I kept on reminiscing every moment we had together.. from four buddies to five very best buddies... Mia, Rina, Diana, Me and Bakar.. We are the Slut, Bitches and Pimp... haha.. That's what we call ourselves.. For fun.. The way we jole.. semua satu kepala.. altho, ada pernah org try to ruin our friendship, but NO we still be strong and trust each other... It made me very sad now..

His attitudes??? Selama ku kenal ia, cemana pun orang atu menyakiti hatinya ia nda pernah kan menyakiti balik... SABAR.. atu adalah prinsipnya.. seorang yang penyayang.. Kasih kan Mama and Bapa nya.. Walaupun hatinya terluka tapi nda pernah ia kan nunjukkan yang ia sedih.. Tau-tau sendiri.. He really misses his late father... and always make him cry if he remember him... Semoga Roh Ayahanda nya dicucuri rahmat Amin... *Al-fatihah*

I've learnt alot of lesson from him untuk menjadi seorang yang penyabar.. and many more.. He doesn't like to trouble people.. Gosh.. Dia seorang yang sangat baik... No one will replace him.. There's only ONE and ONLY him...

Today is his last day. Ustaz requested for his last contribution that is, mengetuai bacaan tahlil.. Bacaan surah mula-mula I heard his shaky voice.. sounds diferent that before... Not because he's nervous but deeply sad.. After finish reciting Yaasin and Tahlil, we had Jamuan, as usual Thursday is our gathering for all teachers makan semeja... He had this cake which made me cry.. sedih ku eh.. I saw him sad and makes me cry again.. I just couldn't bear to see him sad.. We all kept quiet.. Nada lagi ada ibunan seperti selalu.. ada plang tapi nda sehebat selalu.. sorang-sorang menahan rasa.. Aku nda sanggup meliat muanya.. Sedih ku...

Balik ke staff sambung kaja.. again he was there.. we try to cheer ourselves up by singing lagu silahau2, ceta2 sambil bebun yg gila2.. ceta2 lagi lapas atu melarat entah kemana tujunya.. Well that's us... Only kami yang tau apa kami buat.. nda pernah kering gusi olehnya bila 5 orang ani betamu..

Some people have their bad perception about us.. Some people hates us.. Some people berprasangka buruk about us.. But hey, WE DUN EVEN CARE.. we r happy with our friendship and very happy and comfortable with it...

Sebelum tangisku berpanjangan, I wish it's only a dream.. pinch me.. wake me up.. but still he's gonna leave us.. This is the moment he's been waiting for..
Wish u all the best bro.. Never forget us.. The crazy us.. The looney us.. The Bitches and Slut will always miss you...

Jadilah seorang pemimpin yang adil dan bijaksana.. Seorang pemimpin yang sentiasa mendengar masaalah anak buahnya tanpa mendengar sebelah pihak dan hanya menunding jari tanpa sebarang usul periksa... Seorang pemimpin yang berwibawa.. Good Luck.. =')

The cake he brought... which makes us again sad... only by reading the sincere words from him

As we go on...

We remember...

All the times...

We had together...

And as our lifes change...

From whatever...

We will still be..

FRIENDS FOREVER