Simple Life: August 2009

Hey peeps... It's time to update.. What do I have here... Let's see... I've been busy searching for things on the net.. Will let you know soonnn...

Tuesday 4th August 2009, while cooking dinner, I received a text from my Big Bro suruh liat arah inbox FB, so i did using my HP since i'm in the kitchen.. sambil masak sambil FB-ing... We received a very shocking news from him... It made my tears suddenly appear from its hidden place... I try to hide it, but no can do..

What's the shocking news??? My best bro will leave us for good.. Will be transfer to another school.. Will be promoted.. will not be with us hanging around.. bebun-ing.. sharing happy and sad moments.. curhat-curhat-ing.. *sigh* i kept on crying.. my other 3 best colleagues too.. altho they try to hide it but its so obvious...

Before this was My bestfren Eyeda.. Now my Big Bro Bakar.. Who's next??? Please not YOU and YOU!! Leaving us all alone!! will we survive?? Will I survive???

I remember my first day at SRPBLM, my arrival was not well received by him.. He looked at me as if i've done a big sin.. Until one day, he tease me for being crying over pupils attendance sal aku inda pandai ngira.. maklum masih baru and don't expect me to know how to calculate it... *smile* It took me a while to know him.. It took me a while to talk to him.. Until I discovers that he's my idol's brother and he's also my MIRC chat fren back in the late 90s... What a small world...

Since then, we're close but not too close like now.. Now we're best best buddies.. like brother and sister... I kept on reminiscing every moment we had together.. from four buddies to five very best buddies... Mia, Rina, Diana, Me and Bakar.. We are the Slut, Bitches and Pimp... haha.. That's what we call ourselves.. For fun.. The way we jole.. semua satu kepala.. altho, ada pernah org try to ruin our friendship, but NO we still be strong and trust each other... It made me very sad now..

His attitudes??? Selama ku kenal ia, cemana pun orang atu menyakiti hatinya ia nda pernah kan menyakiti balik... SABAR.. atu adalah prinsipnya.. seorang yang penyayang.. Kasih kan Mama and Bapa nya.. Walaupun hatinya terluka tapi nda pernah ia kan nunjukkan yang ia sedih.. Tau-tau sendiri.. He really misses his late father... and always make him cry if he remember him... Semoga Roh Ayahanda nya dicucuri rahmat Amin... *Al-fatihah*

I've learnt alot of lesson from him untuk menjadi seorang yang penyabar.. and many more.. He doesn't like to trouble people.. Gosh.. Dia seorang yang sangat baik... No one will replace him.. There's only ONE and ONLY him...

Today is his last day. Ustaz requested for his last contribution that is, mengetuai bacaan tahlil.. Bacaan surah mula-mula I heard his shaky voice.. sounds diferent that before... Not because he's nervous but deeply sad.. After finish reciting Yaasin and Tahlil, we had Jamuan, as usual Thursday is our gathering for all teachers makan semeja... He had this cake which made me cry.. sedih ku eh.. I saw him sad and makes me cry again.. I just couldn't bear to see him sad.. We all kept quiet.. Nada lagi ada ibunan seperti selalu.. ada plang tapi nda sehebat selalu.. sorang-sorang menahan rasa.. Aku nda sanggup meliat muanya.. Sedih ku...

Balik ke staff sambung kaja.. again he was there.. we try to cheer ourselves up by singing lagu silahau2, ceta2 sambil bebun yg gila2.. ceta2 lagi lapas atu melarat entah kemana tujunya.. Well that's us... Only kami yang tau apa kami buat.. nda pernah kering gusi olehnya bila 5 orang ani betamu..

Some people have their bad perception about us.. Some people hates us.. Some people berprasangka buruk about us.. But hey, WE DUN EVEN CARE.. we r happy with our friendship and very happy and comfortable with it...

Sebelum tangisku berpanjangan, I wish it's only a dream.. pinch me.. wake me up.. but still he's gonna leave us.. This is the moment he's been waiting for..
Wish u all the best bro.. Never forget us.. The crazy us.. The looney us.. The Bitches and Slut will always miss you...

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